Assalamualaikum.

Wow feel so hella awkward right now. Its been so many years since I've updated my blog. My last post was in 2013.......what......now its 2017 already damn son what you've been doing these last 4 years syu? Dreaming ah?

To be exact this post is nothing special pun. Tetiba je have the thought of 'why not kita update blog? lingering my mind these last few days. So for the time being I dont have any mood to edit my blog macam dedulu (rajin siot zaman sekolah dulu edit html sebab nak fight blog sape paling comel dengan kengkawan, menda la siot) haha good old times huh?

Tbh, rasa sedih pun ada bcs Ive been missing MANY IMPORTANT EVENTS during my last 4 years since 2013 to write at this blog. Takkan nak throwback je memanjang even I pun tak ingat sangat the details of my important events tuw kihkih. But never mind lah kalau I ingat the details I terus tulis ye.

Ok so why I finally decided to write again? Ok no one answered because literally aku sorang je hadap blog ni mana ada readers pun hahahahahahaha *gelak in denial* This is because Ive been reading lots of blogs la wordpress la fanfics la and so on and unexpectedly terasa nak berblog pulak LOL. Oklah tbh I loved writing since I was smol since I cant draw well. Orang cakap kalau kita menulis or melukis or menari or menyanyi and anything else that means we are expressing ourself so I macam ye la do I feel at ease bila I write because im not that person yang suka bercerita about whats going on with my life to people because i rather to WRITE. Contoh terdekat, my diary. Omg that day i tetiba terjumpa my diaries since I was 7 or 8 I cant remember and I was so maaad at myself because pehal la sia aku gedik nak mamp0s dulu? My penulisan back then was sooooo cringe you cant even imagine that. I wrote pasal my (stupid) crush masa I darjah 4 and then I wrote about my favourite TV shows and mostly they were all romance genre TV shows. Euw what.....and ada jugak I mengumpat my friend on that diary. Oh god Im so freaking jahat nak mamp0s during those primary school years sebab I teringat kerja kerja kotor I masa sekolah rendah dulu through my diary. Padahal nak lupakan semua sejarah hitam I, sekali teringat pulak bila baca diary I tu haih what a luck. And on top of that eventhough I nak buang all those memories, I decided to keep those diaries with me sebab entahla maybe I nak simpan sebab all those things eventhough theyre bad but somehow they hold my unforgettable memories kan? So I simpan je those diaries haha

Ok back to the topic, I loved writing since dulu lagi and I pun involved in blogging around 2011 dulu. My penulisan back then puuunnnn sumpah cringe (omg I hate myself even more now). I baca balik my old blog(my first blog) masa 2013 and I sumpah geli, cringe, menyampah, mual and benci gila my writing that time so I decided to start a whole new blog thingy at 2013 muahaahahah and i deleted my first blog sebab dah tak tahan sangat asyik nak termuntah je bila baca balik omg I macam tak percaya diri I sendiri. I was form 1 that time, zaman baru nak up, zaman mentah, zaman bangang nokharom, zaman gedik nak mamp0s, zaman kegatalan and kegedikan yang amat untuk ber-boyfriend and zaman kejatuhan I hhahahahhahahaahah I really hate thaattt blooggggg sib baik dah delete so you wont find it anywhere. Pastu bila dah up sikit I stop pulak blogging untill la recently I started writing here now LOL

Ok lastly I promised to myself I will TRY to update more of my life here. I try tau jangan marah I kalau dah lama tak update because Ive been busy lately since I dah dapat kerja and kena manage wedding abang I lagi and all those preparattions to go back to uni this September. Fuhh bila teringat balik kerja yang I kena buat lagi 2 minggu for wedding abang I, tetiba rasa terketar ketar lutut sebab banyak lagi stuffs to be done. Haih I only have time on weekend because during workdays I work. Tapi during weekend I busy pulak dengan preparations wedding and uni haih bila la I will have some me time to leisure myself and chill back while updating this blog? *sighs*

Alright till then, bye guys! Saranghaeyo <3